I lived in an apartment that I was unhappy about for 11 years. I stayed at a job for over 6 years that failed to inspire me and that I failed to bring inspiration to. I prayed and asked for change on a regular basis and before I knew it, I got what I asked for. I am no longer in that apartment and I no longer have the job.
Although I have no regrets, this new landscape does not look quite like I imagined. My Higher Self decided to “act as if” on my behalf. I feel like the higher part of me is squeezing me emotionally and spiritually, trying to mine the gold within me that leads to health, emotional prosperity and joyful living. My Higher Self has communicated to me – very clearly and in a loving way – that it will no longer allow me to drag my feet. I know that I have an important job to do while occupying this physical body. For a long while now, I have been denying my blessings by failing to deliver my gifts.
Last week, I dreamt of myself in a swimming race where I was the leader. About one-third of the way through the last lap, I just stopped and gave up. I was in the lead, still had energy and just stopped cold turkey and failed to reach the finish line. I see dreams as the Higher Self communicating with me and assisting me with my spiritual development. Right now, I am unsure of exactly what this dream means. Someone said to me that it sounded like a 'fear of success' dream.
For now, I am just going to sit with it and allow more to be revealed to me as I am still not sure. Right now, a part of me does feel afraid to step into the power of my soul, or as I like to call it, that swagger that comes with really trusting my instincts and intuition.
When I trust myself, magnificent things happen. I am challenged by the apparent conflict between what I see around me and what I know is possible. Since I had this dream I'm more motivated to see my problems and doubts as opportunities to utilize my tools and reinforce what I know about the laws of the universe.
Creativity paired with intuition generates what I call soul swagger: knowing you're a part of the essence of everything, therefore negative judgement about yourself and others has no place. Instead of breaking down, comparing and critiquing, you're focused on celebrating life, love and accomplishment.
I have been blessed with the ability to see things with my third eye. I am a clairvoyant and intuitive. I possess the natural ability and I have done the work and acquired the tools to make sure that what I read and see is based in truth. From this day forward, I chose to embrace that and do all that I can to share these gifts to help myself and others to become more in alignment with our soul swag -the authentic and highest part of ourselves that works to deliver tangible magic.
For the rest of the year, I will be helping Soul Medicine practitioner and my business mentor, Laurie Lamson facilitate energy clinics and follow-up group transformational healings to increase personal & collective soul swagger (more info.)
Lately, I have been inspired by one of the Queens of Soul Swag, Ms. Erykah Badu. Talk about a Goddess radiating pure love and light. She speaks directly to my Higher Self and my heart. I am so grateful for her music and her energy. Her music inspires me and reminds me how much powers lies within feminine creativity.
Also, I would like to share with you some insight from my brother and one of my biggest supporters and role-models of ‘soul swag’, Mr. Emmanuel Dagher. Check out one of his Energy Forecasts explaining the divine transformation that is taking place with our collective masculine and feminine energies titled: What is ‘Really’ Happening Right Now?
Listen, read and meditate… get your soul swag on.